While lesson time has been going really well, we have a routine that is working. Afternoons are another story. The above is my attempt at getting everything out of my head so I could let it go and rest in God's love for me - yet again.
I have too many things I want to do. Unrealistic expectations of what I can get done. Get lost in the things I want to do rather than need to do.
I’m learning to let go and look from God’s perspective. It helps me make better choices. I do more of what I need to do, what I really want to do, usually. I want to bless my family with an orderly home and decent meals. I feel guilty when I don’t, then I’m grouchy and not fun to be around, but it’s often my own fault.
So I let go and do what He says. What really needs to have my attention right now? I still have a LONG way to go, but I am letting go and resting.