I shared a wonderful, restful weekend with my husband of 18 years. The plan was to do nothing; at least unless we decided we wanted to do something.
It was
wonderful to rest, no cooking, no schedule, no cleaning, no interruptions, just
rest. So peaceful.
As it
neared time to return home, back to schedules and responsibility I could feel
my peace slipping away. The worry of being able to get everything done was
attacking. Really the knowledge of not being able to get everything done; so
the worry of choosing right to get the most important things done was assaulting
my peace.
How am I
still here?
I know there is no faith in worry. It’s fear.
I know
there is no fear in love.
My focus so
easily slips; derailed by a passing thought. I must choose to refocus. God is
my peace. He has not slipped away. He is my resting place. To rest I must go to
Him, over and over again, sometimes multiple times a minute.
I do hear
His voice. I will follow Him. (John 10:
3,4)
He leads me
in places of peace and rest, provision even in the midst of hard times. (Psalm
23)
My body
needs to be far busier than this last weekend, my mind more productive. This is
no reason to let peace be run out of my life. I will hold onto rest. I can be
busy without panic and fear. I can let go of my expectations and hold the hand
of Jesus, my Savior, my Prince of Peace.
Question: What attacks your peace?
Challenge: Hold onto rest, peace or whatever
promise of God is being attacked in your life right now.
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